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Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Families are the best!!!!

I just have to brag about my awesome kids and husband.
I have had some severe insomnia problems lately and last night I got about 2 hours of sleep.
Today I decided to lay down to try and take a nap. My kids came home from school and Terry must have told them that I was not feeling well. When I came downstairs there were two vases full of picked flowers and a note from each of my older kids telling me they hoped I felt better and that they loved me.
Then lately Dylan keeps telling me, " Mom you are the best mom ever" and " Mom you are wonderful". It makes me feel so good every time he tells me that. ( Because lately I feel like I am not functioning at full capacity)
I'm not going to lie the last 3 months have been some of the rockiest and toughest of my life, but I know because of the amazing family I have- I know I will get through it.
Terry has been my rock- he has been so strong through all of this. I don't know what I would do without him, he has been extremely patient and has picked up so many extra things to help me out. I love him so much and am grateful that through our trials we have not grown apart but have only grown more together.
I guess that's what families are for, to see each other through not only the good times but also through the hard ones. You just have to keep on loving each other and never give up!!!!  :) I am grateful that families are forever.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Gender Reveal Party

 For my family we had dinner and treats- these are a few of the treats we had. I forgot to get a picture  of everything before the party started, so I had to get what was left.
 We told everyone by putting balloons in a box. They were the color of the gender of baby we are having. My kids didn't even know what the baby was at that point.
When it was time to reveal the gender, I opened the box of balloons and they flew out.
 

 It was really fun to see and hear the reactions of everyone, when they saw that the baby is a Girl!  My son Logan kept jumping up and down and screaming  YES! I'm getting a baby sister. It was so cute.



Terry had stayed in the waiting room so my kids could play on the playground they have- and when he saw me he got a concerned look on his face because he could tell that I had been crying. He said " Is something wrong?" I smiled and told him " No nothing's wrong" He got a smile and said " You know what the baby is!" I told him I did and handed him the ultrasound picture the Doctor had given me. I then told him what the Doctor thought it was and that he gave me a 99% surety, but said it was still early and that he would tell me for sure at my 16 week appointment. We decided to wait to tell family and friends until after that so we were completely sure. 
At my 16 week appointment, Terry came with me and the Doctor confirmed that he thought it was a Girl. I asked him if he was sure because we had planned a party to tell everyone. He told me he was positive and that he would bank on it.

We are very excited but a little nervous for our addition since all we know is boys, but we will learn as we go.





Monday, September 17, 2012

Announcement

We are expecting our last baby on March 5, 2013.
My boys have been really excited and are looking forward to our new addition.
Logan absolutely loves babies and anytime there is one around he can be found talking to it trying to make it smile. He has been asking me for at least the last year when I'm going to have another baby.
They all would like a little sister, but I am trying to prepare them for another brother just in case, because my odds of a baby girl are not so high after 4 boys.
We find out tomorrow what the gender is and I am very excited to find out. We are doing a special reveal party for my boys and our immediate family. I can't wait to tell every one and celebrate the new life that is coming to our family.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Dylan is a very happy little boy. He has a prominent dimple in his left cheek when he smiles. No matter how frustrated or mad I am at him, all he has to to is give me a big grin( No-matter how mischievous it is) and I just melt. Dylan is definately daddy's little shadow. He follows Terry everywhere. He loves doing anything that Dad is doing. I look at him sometimes and see a little Terry through and through I can hardly believe that it has been 3 years already. Sometimes I find myself looking at him and the rest of my children feeling a deep sadness that someday they will grow up.
(Although I want them to progress and find all the happiness live has to offer)  I just wish in those special moments that I could freeze time and enjoy them just a little longer.I have often been told that before children you can't imagine your life with them, but after you have them- you can't imagine your life without them. (So true :)
Happy birthday to my precious little boy- I love you so much :) 
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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Brotherly Love

This morning it was raining and cold outside when I went to take my boys to school. I told all of them including Dylan to go outside and get in the car while I finished getting something we needed in the house. When I came outside it made my day to see my oldest son Landon with his coat around Dylan keeping him warm, because the car was locked and they couldn't get in. I was really proud at that moment to have such a great and thoughtful kid.
I love that my boys despite their disagreements look out for each other and are truly best friends. I hope they will always be that way. I am proud to be the mother of four amazing boys.
Yesterday was what would have been Preston's 10th birthday, it is hard not to wonder what he would be like and how he would act with his brothers. Landon told me the other day that he wished sometimes he knew what it was like to have an older brother, since he has had to assume that role for Logan and Dylan. I told him that he still has an older brother who although he cannot be seen, I am sure he watches over us and is helping us in ways we don't see.
I am truly blessed to be the mother of two of the best older brothers ever- and I love them very much.
I am grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ in my life and for all of the blessings I receive from my Heavenly Father and the greatest older brother of all- My Savior, for without him eternal families would not even be possible, and we would all be nothing. I am grateful that he was willing to suffer and atone for me so that I have a chance to be with him again if I keep trying to be better every day. That is the true meaning of brotherly love.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Sledding


We finally got to take our boys sledding!
We have wanted to go for the past 3 years, but it seemed like every time it snowed ( if it ever did) it melted before Terry's next day off. So this year we took advantage of the only good snow we've had.
My boys LOVED it, even Dylan. He laughed the whole way down the hill and couldn't get back to the top fast enough.
It was so nice to get outside to play and get some fresh air.
One of our neighbor families were on there way to go sledding just as we were leaving, and stopped to ask us if we knew where a good spot was, and so we invited them to go to Willard where we were going. We were not sure if they would show up, but they came and this kids all had a great time playing and sledding together.
When I wasn't racing my kids down the hill, I was busy taking fun pictures of Landon going off a little jump and the rest of my kids having a good time.I love taking fun pictures of my kids. This picture of my neighbors kid hiding behind a tree ready to throw a snowball was one of my favorite pictures of the day. Overall it was a fun day with my awesome family. We have been doing pretty good lately Landon is still in piano and loves it- he is very good for his age and it is a fun talent we have in common. Sometimes we like to sit down and play a song out of his book together. We try to see who can play it the fastest. Usually we are both laughing the whole way through it. Landon is a great big brother, he is very protective of Dylan and a good friend to Logan. I really don't know what I would do without him. Logan is really liking his kindergarten class. He is an amazing little artist and really puts a lot of details into his drawings. The other day he drew a picture of a caterpillar, I thought that was what it was and so I asked him if that was what it was. He got a big grin and was so proud that he drew it well enough that I was able to guess what it was. He got a big art set in a case for his birthday, at the time I bought it I thought it was a little pricey, but he uses it daily and really loves it, which makes it completely worth the money. Dylan is talking up a storm and says the funniest things sometimes. One of the things he says is " What the heck" I laugh every time I hear him say it, because he's still such a little guy. Dylan has been a joy- he always has a big dimple smile on his face and is a very loving little boy. His brothers are wrapped around his finger and would do anything to protect him. But Dylan can still hold his own. When it comes to wrestling he can take down both of his brothers. He is a very strong little kid.
Now that we had the chance to go sledding, I am looking forward to spring. I love to start my plants indoors for my garden and in the next few weeks, I will be doing that. I have been painting my front room and my kitchen and that has been a big job, but I hope it will all pay off in the end, and will look great!
I am very grateful for my family and all of the blessings I have.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

"I'm on your team"

This morning Logan said our morning prayer, and during his prayer he said:
"Please bless that the bad guys will go to the place where the devil is ; but I'm on your team!!!"
I loved this prayer, it completely made my day. I am so happy to know that my child wants to be on Gods Team.
My children never cease to amaze me, and teach me. Children are such a blessing.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Seasons Change



Fall is such a fun time of year although I will miss summer, and am NOT ready for winter, there is just something about fall that I love. I love the beautiful autumn leaves, the smell of things being canned, the cooler air, having soup for dinner and all of the fall decorations.
On Tuesday for our family night, we took our kids to the local pumpkin patch. They had so much fun picking out their pumpkins. It was the funnest atmosphere.I think it was funner than selecting a pumpkin from the grocery store by far and the memories of going to the actual pumpkin patch will be ones that stick. It will definately be a yearly tradition for us.
I loved the time to take fun pictures of my children, it was so much fun. They grow up so fast.

My kids are really looking forward to Halloween this year. Landon is going to be a zombie, Logan a vampire, and Dylan a dragon. I found the funnest dragon costume at the DI for $8.00. ( and it is warm)
I couldn't pass it up for that price.













Landon and Logan are enjoying school this year and are doing well.
Logan was finally old enough this year to play soccer, and loved the whole season. He got really into playing the guard and the goalie. He was excited to get a soccer trophy.
Landon was way above the benchmark on his dibels testing and I am very proud of him for doing a great job in school.
He has also been playing piano now for about a year and has really taken off. I told him that at the rate he is going, it won't be long before he outplays me.
We had a great summer this year. We started it out just before school ended by taking our kids to Disneyland, then we had a fun camping trip with some good friends, we had a fun 4th of july at the kids carnival in Willard, my kids bounced at the bounce houses and tried out mutton busting for the first time on the 24th of July. We went to several parades & fireworks.
In August Terry went on a guys camping trip and I took my kids to the stargazing party at the American West Heritage Center. We had a blast. My kids were so good for me that night and it was really fun to take them. I think it will be a great memory. At the star party, my kids got to play games in the glow in the dark carnival, they rode ponies, made crafts and went on a star gazing treasure hunt. We also were able to go to our county fair.
In September I enjoyed a 3 day girls weekend at Bear Lake with some of my best friends. We went to womens conference, did crafts, stayed up late talking & watching chick flicks, went to an ice cave and just had a good time relaxing.
Terry just got back from a deer hunting trip and now I wish I could say life was going to slow down a little, but with the holidays coming, I don't expect that to happen.
I guess it is good to be busy in life, and we certainly are :)








Friday, September 2, 2011

No girls allowed!!!!!














Logan started Kindergarten on Monday.
Today when I picked him up I asked him how his day went, and if he made any new friends.
He started to tell me that there was this girl who was prettier than the other girls in his class. I asked him what her name was and he told me, I haven't figured out how to find out her name.
I just laughed. "He's only five" and already trying to figure out how to approach girls. I guess I'm in trouble- I had better post the No Girls Allowed sign on my front door sooner than I thought :)
Towards the end of the summer I felt ready for my boys to go back to school, but on the first day of school after I dropped them both off, REALITY hit me!!! They are growing so fast, and there is nothing I can do about it. All I can do is hope that I have taught them what they need to know to face the battles they will face in life. It is kind of scary to let go! I'm not sure I like it :(

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Sun kissed



Logan has been curious about everything lately, he has asked what germs look like, if blind people can sleep, what our brains look like and how do we think with them- just to name a few.
This morning he was looking at his skin and said to me- mom Dylan and I have the same kind of skin. (I'm assuming he meant color) I said yes you do. Then he said mom you & I have the same kind of skin, except yours has polka dots. I started to laugh when I realized he meant my freckles.
I told him that those are called freckles and you get them when the sun kisses you. I told him that he will probably get more when he is out in the sun. He looked at my arm again and said whoa you have a lot of sun kisses!!! Why did the sun give you so many kisses?
I had to explain that you just get them when you are out in the sun.
I love his curiosity lately, he wants to know about everything, how everything works, and why it does it.
This is such a precious stage in their lives. I just wish that we would stay that eager to learn all of our lives. It is kind of sad that people have to lose that innocence and eagerness that children have.
Logan makes me smile all the time with the cute things he says.
Life has been good for us, Landon is now officially out of school for the summer, and is really looking forward to the break. He did really well in school this year and I am really proud of him.
On his last math assessment he got 100%. He loves numbers and math.
He has been taking piano lessons and has come a long way in 7 months.
Logan also just finished preschool and is looking forward to going to Kindergarten next year.
I can't believe how fast they are growing up. Sometimes I feel like the time I have with them is slipping away.
Dylan loves to be just like his older brothers and thinks he can do everything that they do.
He goes down big slides head first, gets in on the wrestling action whenever he sees his brothers and Dad wrestling. Sometimes he even appears to have the advantage! He acts like he is sword fighting with a light saber etc. You can pretty much find him anywhere his brothers are.
Terry has been trying to do more hiking lately and wants to start mountain biking as soon as the weather dries out.
I have been busy being a mom. I have been trying to get more organized and do spring cleaning.
It is amazing how much junk you discover when you start going through it.
We just got back from Disneyland the first of this month and we had a blast- it was really nice to spend time with my little family, without the normal distractions of everyday life. It was just about "US" time.
I will have to do a more detailed post about our trip.
We have a lot of fun things planned for the summer and are looking forward to spending some time in the sun ( To get sun kisses ) and together.
I hope all of your summers are filled with good times and memories in the making.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Please make it so............................................................

Logan was saying his prayer tonight and he said " Dear Heavenly Father, please make it so Dad kills all of the bad guys, so he never has to go to work again!"
There never is a dull moment when you have children!!! Obviously my children really love their time with their Dad.
I haven't really written an update for a while, so here is what is new in our part of the world.
Landon is doing really well in school. At his last assessment, I was informed that for reading skills most kids were reading about 40 words per minute- Landon was at 80 wpm. His teacher also told me that he got 100% on his math assessment.
Every week Landon has a spelling test. I think he has only had one all year that he did not get 100% on.
I am very proud of his accomplishments. He has been taking piano lessons since November and has come a long way. He is now reading top and bottom hands and this week is starting chords.
Landon is my big helper, he is so mature for his age and a lot of times I have to remind myself that he is only six ( almost seven in June). He really helps me with Logan and Dylan a lot. I would be lost without my little buddy!
Logan is starting Kindergarten in the fall. He has Kindergarten roundup next month and couldn't be more excited to go to school. His group will be the first Kindergarten group to go to the new Elementary building.
Logan loves to draw and is constantly found with paper, markers, or crayons.
The other day he came up to me and had a stack of papers he had drawn pictures on. He wanted me to staple them together like a book. That night he wanted me to read HIS book for his bedtime story.
I got a group of mothers in my area together to do a preschool this past year, and it has been a really positive experience for Logan.
Dylan will be turning two this May. I am really saddened that my baby is not going to be a baby anymore. I don't know why, but he seems like he has grown up faster than the others. Maybe I just have learned not to sweat the small stuff so much and have let myself just enjoy him more!
Or maybe it's because he could be my last and I just don't want to let go of this stage yet.
Dylan is a sweet baby and loves to be held and cuddled.
If you tell him to say sorry he walks over to the person and pets their head.
He is still so agreeable, it doesn't matter what you ask him, the answer is always a nod yes :)
Dylan is my Mr Clean. On his 1st birthday we gave him a cake to eat all by himself. He touched the frosting and then held out his hands whining about them until we cleaned them off.
It is not uncommon to see him trying to sweep the floor, putting his shoes in the closet, or acting like he is wiping off the table.
He has been a lot of fun.
Our family has a vacation to Disneyland planned this year and we are really excited to spend three days at Disneyland and then two at the SanDiego Zoo and the Wild Safari Park.
I think this will be good memories for all of us.
Terry is still as busy as ever between work and family and as for me, I am just trying to do my best every day as a wife and mother. ( It keeps me busy- but I wouldn't change it for the world)
I can't complain, our lives are very blessed and we all seem to be doing well and are happy!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Try counting sheep (or pigs)

Landon has been in bed tonight for about 45 minutes. Just now he yelled down to me and said "Mom, can you take Logan out of my room?" I asked him why, to which he answered " because he is snoring like a little pig." I guess I should tell him to try counting sheep- or Pigs if that works better with the sound effects.
Kids make me laugh :)

Saturday, February 5, 2011

What?????

Logan says the funniest things sometimes! The last time we went to Cafe Rio, Terry had a cold and so he didn't want to share his salad with Logan.
We decided to go there yesterday and I was sharing my salad with Logan- he asked for some more and so Terry went to give him some of his salad. He got a funny look on his face and said "Are you throw up?" ( meaning are you sick). It was pretty funny- Logan is my germaphobe.
Then today we were in the kitchen and Logan came in and said- " Hey you know what? If I talk too much, I'll run out of batteries." Personally I don't ever think he'll run out of batteries, he keeps me on my toes!!!
Any way- things are good for us. I decided to paint my kitchen cupboards black. I wasn't sure if I would like it at first, but I am half way done, and I think it was a good choice. I think it will be cute.
It is funny how a little paint can make something look so much newer.
I will have to post pictures when I am done.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Survivor Mom Blog

I am experimenting with doing a new blog for moms. My goal is to compile their knowledge of what things work well for them as a mom. I don't know how it will work out, but here is the address if you want to check it out.
survivormoms1.blogspot.com/

Will the bishop take me to jail?



A few months ago, Terry was in priesthood meeting and overheard Logan and his primary teacher out in the hall. After listening to the conversation, he gathered that Logan had made a big mess with the soap in the boys bathroom. His teacher was taking him to tell the bishop what he had done ( in hopes that he would not do it again). As they were walking toward the bishops office he heard Logan say "Will the bishop take me to jail?"
I thought it was pretty funny. I think he was really worried about that :)

Last week Landon had his tonsils & adenoids taken out. He also had tubes put in both ears. He has had sleep apnea since he was a baby and really struggled to breathe at night. I took him to an ENT Doctor when he was 6 months old, he scoped Landon's adenoids and told me they were really large, but because of his age at the time he did not feel comfortable taking them out. Last year in school he failed his hearing screen and I took him in to the Doctor to have it checked, but their equipment was needing to be serviced so I was told to come back. The summer rolled around and we were gone a lot, so needless to say I never got around to taking him back in once the equipment was fixed.
At the beginning of this school year, they did another hearing screen and he failed that one too.
So when I called the Doctor he recommended that we just have a full hearing screen done.
I took him to see an audiologist and they checked his hearing thoroughly, they told me he can hear fine, but that the problem was the fluid build up in his ears. I was also scheduled to see an Ears Nose Throat the same day. He was a real disapointment, because after giving him Landon's history he checked Landon's throat and told me that his tonsils were a little large, but that he didn't recommend having them out right now. This Doctor was in the room for less than 5 minutes and charged me over $100.00 for the visit.
I was really angry, because I felt like he was not even listening to our concern with the apnea and fluid in the ear problem, all he cared about was getting in and out so he could make his money. I felt robbed, because my husband works really hard for that amount of money and now I will be making payments for the next few months on something I feel this Doctor did not deserve.
I decided I would not worry about the issue, since the Doctor really didn't seem to concerned.
A few weeks later, we stayed at my in laws house for Thanksgiving. Landon was sleeping on a air mattress in the family room. Everyone was commenting on his horrible breathing and snoring while he was a sleep. At this point I began wondering if I should get a second opinion.
During the next week while volunteering in Landon's class, his teacher pulled me aside to ask about the findings of his hearing exam. I told her that they thought his hearing was fine, but that he had fluid in his ears. She told me that Landon could be right next to her and she would say something to him and he would act like he did not hear her.
I decided to call Landon's Doctor and ask him what the next step is for taking care of the fluid in his ears. He looked at the ENT report and said that he had noted on the report that Landon's tonsils were 3+ he said that with his apnea and hearing problems, I should get a second opinion because he felt something should be done.
He scheduled me with Dr. Schueller at MckayDee hospital.
When we went to this appointment, it was a totally different experience from the other ENT.
He had a PA come in to examine Landon first. The first thing he noticed was how congested he sounded and how he was breathing out of his mouth. I told him the history- he looked at Landon's tonsils and said that they were a 3+ so very large. He told me that with the apnea they like to listen to the parents, because they are the ones who see the child sleep. He did a test with a tuning fork, where he placed it ringing on a bone behind Landon's ear and then he put it right in front of his ear and asked which place he could hear the tone better. Landon told him that he could hear it louder on the bone- he should be able to hear it louder in front of the ear. The PA said that this indicated fluid in the ear.
He requested the hearing screen and was amazed that the other ENT was not concerned because it was a completely flat curve, which meant his ear drum was not moving at all.
So the Doctor came in after reviewing the findings of the PA and did a few more exams himself.
He told me that there were several really good reasons why the surgeries needed to be done and he was convinced that it would help a whole lot.
After the Doctor did the surgery, he told Terry and I that he was amazed at how much fluid drained from Landons ears, he said it was a lot. He also told us that he could tell that Landon had large adenoids by the way he talked, but after seeing the size of them realized that he had been 100% obstructed by them.
Landon is 1 week post surgery and is doing great!!! Right after surgery he told me how loud I sounded :) His sleep apnea is gone. I have to really watch him breath when I check on him at night, because he is so quiet now. Before you could hear him 3 rooms away.
I think this was a long needed good choice. It gives me peace of mind that he can breath at night.

Other than that, we are doing great! We had a good holiday season but I am ready to have a normal schedule back.
I am really looking forward to the new year and hope that I can accomplish some of the goals I have set.
I like the quote out of a fortune cookie I got recently which says " A goal is a dream with a deadline."
Hopefully I will meet my deadlines.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Spiritual Lessons in a Corn Maze


A few weeks ago, we decided to go to the American West Heritage Center for a family home evening. I wanted to try their corn maze since last year Landon begged me to take him, but we never ended up going.
When we got there the kids enjoyed all of the activities they had going on. They had a giant slide, a hay jump, a pirate fort made from hay bales, a kids maze and a maze in the dark, but the one
they were most excited for was the corn maze.



As we were entering the maze, we took this picture of my boys in the pumpkin patch.

At the entrance of the maze, they handed us a map to use if we needed it. I decided that it would be fun to try to solve the maze on our own. About 5 minutes into the maze, as we got further away from the lights and it began to get darker, my boys realized that there was no turning back and I could tell that they were a little afraid. I told them it was ok and that we would make our way through the maze sooner or later. We wandered for about 45 minutes getting more and more lost before our son Landon suggested that we pull out the map. Realizing that we could be in the maze for hours before finding the exit, Terry and I decided to look at the map.

This is what the map looked like. There were only curves and turns with no other landmarks to tell you where in the maze you were.
I began to realize at this point in the maze, what an amazing spiritual lesson I could teach to my children. I began to explain to them that this maze is a lot like life, we are placed in this life with tools to help guide us (just like the map could help guide us) I explained that Heavenly Father has given us the scriptures, the prophet our parents, leaders and many other tools to stay on the path, but sometimes we think that we can do it all alone without help. Sometimes we become lost like we were at that point, and sometimes it is not easy to get back onto the right path.
I explained that when we are not following Heavenly Father, like the maze, we feel alone, scared and in the dark. At this point in the maze, all we could do was wander around looking for some similarity to the map - the way the maze branched off or curved. While we were wandering a young teenage couple persuaded us that they had been marking the map with a pen the whole way, and that they knew how to get out. So we followed them for probably 10 minutes, before we realized that they were just as lost as we were, and we decided to go our own way. (Again another teaching opportunity.) I explained to my kids that Satan tries really hard to persuade us to follow the world and to lead us astray. Sometimes he makes bad things look good and enticing, we need to be strong and only follow the path that leads us back to Heavenly Father.
We wandered for another five minutes and still could not make heads or tales as to where we were. At this point, my son Landon suggested that we say a prayer. He said the prayer and after we turned a few corners we looked a the map again. We were completely surprised to find that we were able to determine with 80% surety that we were in the right lower corner of the book. We took out a pen and began to mark our path as we went, comparing the curves and turns. After about 10 more minutes we were 95% sure that we were following the correct path. I was very grateful that my son had gone to his Heavenly Father for help and had found the guidance that we needed. I told him that I hoped that he would stay close to his Heavenly Father all of his life and always go to him when he needs help. ( As a mother I was very proud of Landon- It is comforting to know what faith he has in God.)
We continued down the path, as we reached the finish line and walked out of the maze as a family, I caught a small glimpse of how sweet it will be one day if we are all at the eternal finish line together. It felt good to know that each person in our family had played some role in getting us to the finish boosting the others when they needed it, and that we never gave up- we kept on trying no matter how hard it seemed.
I am very grateful for this experience, even Terry and I took valuable lessons away from it. as As an adult, I still get lost sometimes and have to pull myself back onto the right path. I have to remember not to quit and to keep trying( Especially when it is tough.)
I hope that I will be able to make it to the finishing line with my family someday. To me that would be the most wonderful feeling of all!!!